Out with the old, in with the new they say. Is that entirely true? What happens when the "new" you is much worse than the old you? What do you do then? Granted I know the "old" use to be a bad kid, but man not as bad as the "new" one. People reading this will ponder at the fact that I am rambling on about a subject matter that is quite irrelevant to yourself. Well, let me put it this way. I really fucked things up for myself and time has come in which I have to do it, by which I mean fix my mistakes, ON MY OWN.

I looked back at a lot of my work a few minutes ago. Past awards and recognitions I have received. From attending Cesar Chavez Elementary in Norwalk all the way to Edmonds Woodway High School. I have done and achieved so much. It has only been recently where I have lost focus of my future. I lost close to all motivation to succeed in life. Why? For what reason? How did this happen? I'll tell you how. I kept my mouth shut and let people make incredibly important decisions for me. What then happened was me not committing myself to such decisions made for me. I know what to do now.